Spring Break at last!

I could not be more excited that Spring Break is finally here. School has been pretty stressful lately mostly because of the people factor and I really need a break. I'm looking forward to just being able to kick back and relax and not have to really worry about anything for a few days. I do have to study at some point during spring break though because I have two tests next week but at least I have lots of time to study which doesn't necessarily mean that I will. I saw the Libertine last night and it was really good. It could really be pretty offensive but it's really good. I'm enjoying my break so far and I can only hope that it gets better. I plan to spend a lot of time just relaxing and hanging out with Praveen. Anyway, it's back to more laundry.

Happy Valentines

Well, I thought I should actually post for a change. I've been pretty busy at school... but I really shouldn't make excuses. School is kinda fun so far. Discrete is officially kicking my butt but I guess I'll really find out for sure after my first test in that class. Other than that I've just been going to school and hanging out at Praveen's. It's just so much easier after I'm done with class to walk over there and pass out on the futon than drive home and carry all my stuff around. I do go home eventually... just normally not until I'm ready to go to sleep. Anyway, I'm happy it's Valentine's. I think is the first Valentine's where I've actually been dating someone and it makes me quite happy. Not just because I have someone to spend it with but because the person that I'm spending it with means so much to me and makes me happy. Anyway, I should get back to work. Thank you for picking me cactus!

21 Years!

Well, I know that it's been a while but I've been very busy with school and all and have mostly just been ignoring posting. I did quite well this past semester. I made As in all the classes that I attended and Bs in those that I did not (which I supposed is deserved). I even made an A in physical chemistry which would have never even crossed my mind as possible at the beginning of this semester. Break has been fun. I spent a lot of time hanging out with friends plus I turned 21! w00t! That was a fun time filled with much drinking. Plus I got a coffee maker which is very exciting. Now I can make coffee! The only other news is that I have a boyfriend once again and he is awesome. He's unfortunately been in India since right after finals though so he missed all the fun stuff but I can't wait until he gets back. So bascially once he comes back don't expect to talk to me until the next day. Other than that I can't wait for the semester to start. I'm so excited about finally being back in classes. So long for now!

So I Suck at Pool

Well, I'm sitting here in the UNT syndicate waiting for the rest of my team to finish playing their games in the tournament since i'm not out :(. I one one game the whole time, that sucks ass. I kept missing the stupidest shots, it made me quite frustrated which of course only made the problem worse. I was starting to make a comeback on the last match but I made a stupid mistake again so oh well... I guess this just needs I need to practice more... a lot more. I can't stand getting my ass kicked, my competitive nature just doesn't hold up to it very well. I hate losing and it irks me to the core. I know it isn't a good thing cause both people I played were better than me, I know that... but it would have been nice to make it past the first round. It makes me feel kinda useless and stupid for even coming.

Anyway, enough depressing stuff... I do have some good news. I have electricity again. I finally got Direct Energy unfucked and have power again so I can actually see in the morning when I'm getting dressed. It's such a hassel to have to deal with that shit when it's there fault that it fucked up in the first place. Oh well though, the power is back... although I think my air is broke now. It seems like it's permanently stuck on heat even when I put it on cool. I'll have to go to the office eventually and get that unfucked too. *sigh* Hassels aren't cool but that's life isn't it? I got two of my two of my four tests back from last week and I did well on both of them so that's groovy. I got the highest grade again on my inorganic test so that makes me happy. At least I'm good at something :). Anyway, I should prolly be working on homework instead of messing around on the internet. bye bye!

Boredom Can Be Good

Well, even though I was hella bored this weekend I actually got a lot done... which is a good thing. Friday I got to go and play pool up at Rusty's which is quite a lot of fun. I like playing pool up there with my friends... it's good for relaxing especially after a long day, which Friday was. My lab on Friday just straight up wore me out. I had so much stuff to do and I hadn't even eaten yet that day. I finally got to eat at like 5 pm, at which point I was about ready to fall over from exhaustion and hungriness. So I scarfed down my sandwhich that Praveen got me and drove home... during which time I almost fell asleep on the wheel. When I finally got home I just passed out on my couch. I think I woke up when Brenna came home, and when my cell rang, but other than that I was dead to the world for about three hours. After that I was good to go though.

Saturday I had to get up and go retrieve my credit card from Rusty's cause I forgot it and had some Cloud Chamber workshop thing to go to. I left early though cause there wasn't much that I could do that day. Then I had to drive all the way to Highland Park to the Apple Store to get my iPod fixed. That took about 4 hours out of my day. Then I went home and got a little bit of cleaning done. Adam and Stephen came over and we attempted to play poker but none of us really cared about the game so the games would end quickly but it was fun. I went to bed late though so I overslept for church the next morning... oops. Oh well, that gave me plenty of time to finish cleaning and go grocery shopping so I have food again! Oh the yayness. Then I had to teach a chemistry review which was good fun. I truly enjoy teaching chemistry. I don't care if that makes me weird... I like it and that's all that matters. And that's about it for this weekend.

My hip is still killing me from this summer so I think I'm going to have to skip biochem tomorrow morning and get it checked out before I have to runa PFT this weekend. Hopefully that all goes well. Well, adios for now!

Finally starting to calm down a tad

Well, I finally have some time again now that all my exams and projects are over with. I did okay on my exams. Not stellar but I didn't study that much for them so hopefully I'll do even better on the next round. I've just been so busy with school stuff outside of my classes that I haven't really had time to do much else. The Chem/Biochem Society is becoming a major drain on my time mainly because I have so much to do for it. I work so hard trying to get all the signs posted or trying to take care of all the things that someone else was supposed to have done that I'm starting to get burned out on it. I just wish other people could do something as far as the whole society is concerned. It is a little satisfying though now that people are starting to see that they may have made a mistake in their choice for president but oh well. It's their problem now is how I see it.

My first comp sci program took up so much time last week too and it still never worked quite right. It made me depressed cause I worked really hard on it and spent a lot of time trying to get it to run. I had so many people look at it too and no one could figure out what was wrong with it. I suppose I can't win them all though... no matter how hard I try. I should prolly learn to accept that though... and the fact that I can't do everything. I think that's what has been bogging me down recently. I've been trying to do everything and I just can't anymore. I know everyone seems to think that since I've done it before I'll be fine but I really think all the stress is starting to wear on me again. Normally it doesn't happen until November but it's hitting a little early this semester. Either that or I have to figure out some new way to relax cause otherwise I'm just going to totally stress out before this semester is over. Then maybe I'll stop having all these freaking crazy dreams too.

What a week... and it's only tuesday

Well, my round of tests is finally over. Micro and biochem went over ok. I didn't do stellar on the tests but well enough to not be totally ashamed. If I had actually studied for micro I might have done better, but oh well, that's the past and I'll just have to study harder next time. I had my inorganic test yesterday and it seemed... almost too easy. I'll find out hopefully tomorrow how I did on it. And my comp sci test today is kinda of up in the air... I either did well or didn't I have no clue and I don't even want to think about it. I stayed up way to late last night coding and by the time the test was over I didn't even care. I hate waiting to code until the last minute... but I choose to study for my other tests instead. Luckily we got yet another extension so my program is now due on thursday before class. Hopefully I'll be able to fix the bug in it before then. It looks like it will be another late night for me again. That made me feel slightly better though cause I was seriously freaking out over my program. I'm calmer now though which is good. I decided tonight I just needed a break from all things school. I need to learn to just relax and not get all crazy sometimes. Either that or invest in some sedatives or something to make me relax. That or I need to stop volunteering to take on more responsibilities. I'm too nice and I tend to forget that I'm uber busy. Either that or I'm subconsciously trying to work myself to the point where I just have to stop and rest. Who knows... but either way I'm going to try and slow down and breathe a little easier... hopefully that will help but we'll see.